I've always been the one with hope.
I've always been the one who looked for the good in everything..
..despite the bad. Has it become too hard?
Am I just meant to be alone? As much as I don't want to admit it, I could become him at any moment.
I could just turn over a die.
I fight that feeling every day. Can I make it out of the house today?
Can I just stay in my room the rest of the week?
That would be a lot easier. Only one thing keeps me going.
I want this thing more then anything else on this earth.
Even with all the struggle and love I have I don't even know if I'll have it the rest of my life. Will something go wrong?
Some one else will ruin it.... ...but I won't let them... How much longer can I keep following my dreams?
I'll never give up trying
cause your everything to me.    
   
   
   
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